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Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
9:15 pm	MAD CONFUSED SON! Current Mood: confused
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Monday, May 23rd, 2005
6:57 pm	todays been pretty dope got my new mp3 playe and its dope got my own comp well got my step sis off this one but same thing.not sure what els is goin on PEACE. oh yea fuck you fags who think livejournals are gay. Current Mood: okay
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Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
9:10 pm	i feel like im gonna die... Current Mood: shity
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Sunday, May 15th, 2005
11:39 pm	TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: jesse Birthday: 10/18/89 Birthplace: rochester, NY Current Location: rochester,NY Eye Color: greenish blue Hair Color: black Height: 5"10-5"11 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: white The Shoes You Wore Today: nike Your Weakness: cute girls Your Fears: drowning,burning,suficationg alive Your Perfect Pizza: cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: shed some pounds/go out with this amazing girl that i nearly love...sorry Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: damn Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes...so im told Your Bedtime: whenever Your Most Missed Memory: spending time with my brother Pepsi or Coke: coke MacDonalds or Burger King: macyD's Single or Group Dates: single:( Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee Do you Smoke: no Do you Swear: yes Do you Sing: i do but i cant Do you Shower Daily: yes Have you Been in Love: i think so Do you want to go to College: yes Do you want to get Married: yes Do you belive in yourself: i guess Do you get Motion Sickness: no Do you think you are Attractive: eh i wouldnt say im dead sexy but im not disgusting Are you a Health Freak: fuck no Do you get along with your Parents: most of the time Do you like Thunderstorms: im not sure Do you play an Instrument: yes In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes In the past month have you Smoked: no In the past month have you been on Drugs: no In the past month have you gone on a Date: no In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no In the past month have you been on Stage: no In the past month have you been Dumped: no In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no Ever been Drunk: yes Ever been called a Tease: no Ever been Beaten up: well i did the beating haha...once Ever Shoplifted: no How do you want to Die: asleep painless What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a drummer for a band...childish but fuck you What country would you most like to Visit: london In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: blue Favourite Hair Color: brown/black Short or Long Hair: long but not disgustingly long Height: 5"7-5"9 Weight: not super skinny not fat but somethin with some meat ya know? Best Clothing Style: w/e Number of Drugs I have taken: 0 Number of CDs I own: 100? Number of Piercings: 1 Number of Tattoos: 0 Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many... CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! Current Mood: cheerful
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Saturday, May 14th, 2005
11:05 pm	today was ooooook had work then went to d's for a bit then made these sweet sheilds for paintball lol well thats all...peace Current Mood: mellow
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Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
11:13 pm	today was pretty good i guess just a regular day.... Current Mood: mellow
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Sunday, May 8th, 2005
1:43 am	today was ok got done with work early and then went to ryans and uh then went to the v-punch show and now im here PEACE. Current Mood: tired
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Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
9:19 pm	today was goin pretty good until i had to go to the damn dntist i hate thos people...but i did get to miss earth science so that was great...but im freezing and really tired right now so peace... Current Mood: cold
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Monday, May 2nd, 2005
9:33 pm	ummm today was prettyu good im not sure why but i feel GREAT! thats all... Current Mood: happy
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Sunday, May 1st, 2005
9:46 pm	this weekend was allright i guess...had work both days but conrad came over and pez made another hit called the jackie d melody (jackie d as in jack daniels)its pretty sweet so check it out at www.purevolume.com/pez.... Current Mood: mellow
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Friday, April 29th, 2005
9:52 pm	today was a regular jesse day...boring.... Current Mood: bored
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Thursday, April 28th, 2005
9:45 pm	today was alllllright i guess besides the fact i burried myself into a whole with jessica just blabin on about nothin...anyways i hope i didnt fuck anything up again lol but hey what are ya gonna do i guess thats all peace yall... Current Mood: okay
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Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
11:47 pm	the sow was ehhhhh AMAZING! well the first to bands were gay cause one was emo and the other was on the line between emo and pop punk so yea...but less than jake was insane live...and boy did i do alot of dancin i mean damn...but im like reeeeealy tired right now so ill catch yall on da flip side...peace Current Mood: mellow
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Sunday, April 24th, 2005
11:10 pm	work sucks... Current Mood: tired
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Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
9:55 pm	today was ooook had work at 7 to 3 then went to see fever pitch at 7 thats all PEACE... Current Mood: okay
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Thursday, April 21st, 2005
11:25 pm	wow now re reading what i wrote really makes me seem pathetic and desperate...oh man im so confused with myself.. Current Mood: confused
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1:17 am	I really really hope i dont fuck this up again...cause god damn it i love you...i mean i know love is a strong word for now but im damn near close to it...i dont even know if i should be writing this cause i dont want ya to think im some kind of wierd ass or somethin i just dont wanna mess this up again cause lookin into your eyes again when your lookin right back is the greatest thing in the world to me...i dont care what anyone says, to me thats the greatest thing ever...I just hope im not blabin on for nothin thinkin ahead of everything thinkin yea i think she really digs me man and ends up were just friends i tend to do that alot...but im not sure thats the greatness of life i guess...its all just surprises...I dont know why i should feel so depressed right now i mean i felt great...i guess this is one of thos depressed drunk things...fuck...i hope your not mad cause i drank i now know im mad at myself for it...but atleast it helps me let out how im feeling...not that i need to be drunk to do that but...im diggin a deeper hole i should stop but i cant i just keep thinkin about it all..i just want to let it all out but noone is here to listin, just me...i really hope your not pissed at me for any of this..with the drinkin and "confessing" all this to everybody even tho i dont think its confesion but w/e....i just need to let all of this out so please dont be freaked out or anything over this its just what im feeling...i think the alchohol is takin a big part of it...i just really like you and i dont want to fuck things up again..cause when we were allways talkin till late at night and shit it was the greatest thing ever...it made me feel like someone cared about me and would acctually listin to me...thats all i guess...know that i read this over it makes me sound desperate but i am but im not in a way i mean i like you ALOT!lol as you can tell but i dont want me to look weak or make you thinkin different of me i mean you know me...kinda i hope...idk im really startin to make no sence so im jst gonna stop right now befoe i make a total ass of myself..thats all....for real this time. Current Mood: indescribable
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Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
12:31 am	Today was gooood...after dooin a lil bit of work i get a friendly call from a friendly friend jessica and she invited me to her spring fling of hte spring haha woah....we did some crazy stuff like hide n seek and played with bottel rockets...but wait THERES MORE!!!...we also had a dance and played airplane and to much to list but anyways it was a great night...thanks jess Current Mood: energetic
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Sunday, April 17th, 2005
11:21 pm	today was ooooook i've been really pissed off today tho.... Current Mood: pissed off
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Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
9:12 pm	did nothin today at mi madres just slept thats its PEACE Current Mood: good
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